I Will Do Better, Charles Bock
I Will Do Better, Charles Bock
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I Will Do Better
A Father's Memoir of Heartbreak, Parenting, and Love

Author: Charles Bock

Narrator: Charles Bock

Unabridged: 6 hr 57 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Recorded Books

Published: 10/01/2024


Synopsis

An acclaimed writer’s frank and tender memoir of parenting his toddler daughter in the wake of his wife’s untimely death

The novelist Charles Bock was a reluctant parent, tagging along for the ride of fatherhood, obsessed primarily with his dream of a writing career. But when his daughter Lily was six months old, his wife, Diana, was diagnosed with a complex form of leukemia. Two and a half years later, when all treatments and therapies had been exhausted, Bock found himself a widower—devastated, drowning in medical bills, and saddled with a daunting responsibility. He had to nurture Lily and, somehow, maybe even heal himself.

I Will Do Better is his pull-no-punches account of what happened next. Playdates, music classes, temper tantrums, oh-so-cool babysitters, first days at school, family reunions, single-parent dating, and a crippling citywide natural disaster were minefields especially treacherous for Charles and Lily because of their preexisting vulnerability: their grief.

Charles sought help from friends, family, and therapists, but this overgrown middle-aged boy-man and this plucky child became, foremost, a duo—they found their way together.

By turns comical and heartbreaking, I Will Do Better does not shy from moments of sadness, anger, or awkwardness. It’s the remarkable journey of two defiant and wounded people, and their personal growth in the name of love.

"A uniquely forthright and powerful addition to the literature of fatherhood."—Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

Reviews

Goodreads review by Richard on April 15, 2024

Charles Bock's "I Will Do Better: A Father's Memoir of Heartbreak, Parenting, and Love" tells an honest, engaging story about life after Bock's wife Diana passed away from a complex form of leukemia when their daughter, Lily, was a mere three-years-old. A New York Times bestselling author, Bock writ......more

Goodreads review by Julie on November 03, 2024

I won this book in a Goodreads giveaway contest in exchange for an honest review.  Charles Bock' wife Diana loses her battle with leukemia when their daughter, Lily, is only three years old.  He proceeds to describe the first two years of raising Lily as a single father while mourning the loss of his......more

Goodreads review by Laura on April 15, 2025

I initially didnt want to read this book because it’s based on my biggest fear: leaving my children behind. Perhaps that’s why this book is so short. The subject matter is devastating, but the author doesn’t make you sit in his grief for very long. There are many tender hearted moments in this book.......more

Goodreads review by Anna on October 18, 2024

I picked up this (audio)book mere days after it was published on happenstance. Throughout listening to the author himself read the book, I waffled between sympathy, heartbreak, shock, disapproval, and understanding. I don’t think I will understand a lot of tue author’s personal actions in the book—a......more

Goodreads review by Trisha on February 06, 2025

A memoir where you grapple with multiple feelings of sympathy, sadness, sometimes frustration and happiness with the author. Very much real, cut to the bone in describing some of his inner thoughts in raising a young daughter following the untimely death of his wife. The idea that he initially was h......more