Trouble
A memoir

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Raw, brutal and life-affirming - Marise has written a hugely important book that is as entertaining as it is illuminating. Sara Pascoe

I couldn't put this down. A brave, honest, witty, new Irish voice that has a very bright future ahead of her. Jade Jordan

Holy cow. I finished it and cried my eyes out. An incredible, beautifully written memoir about humanity, heartbreak and hope. Lou Sanders

Gripping, funny and heart-wrenchingly relatable. Every time I turned the page I hoped it wouldn't be the last. Lily O'Farrell, Vulgadrawings

Where so much writing about mental illness is riddled with po-faced earnestness and cliche, Marise Gaughan's take no prisoners approach to craziness, sex and Catholic girlhood is spit-your-tea-out funny.' Fern Brady

Disarming in its candour, hilarious and harrowing in its depictions of a life shaped by trauma and addiction, Trouble is so much more than a memoir of survival. It is a picaresque journey through the stages of grief; an intimate epic of self-sabotage and self-forgiveness; a no-holds-barred report from the lip of the abyss. How glad I am that Gaughan stepped away in time. Her voice, at once wry, profane and heartfelt, is a gift. She observes with a mordant wit the ways we deceive ourselves in the name of our desires, and reminds us that we are not defined by our pasts, but by the small steps we take every day towards our ideal selves. Stephen Kelman, Booker Prize-shortlisted author of Pigeon English

An unflinching account of a young woman's alternating attempts to survive her father's suicide - or die from it. Marise Gaughan writes with heart-rending precision of the dynamics between fathers and daughters, as well as the still more troubling sexual one between older men and damaged young women. This is a knife-sharp and defiant story of recovery. Tanya Shadrick, author of The Cure for Sleep

Marise is a Brillo pad of a writer, spikey and essential. Alison Spittle

Gaughan's humour is dark, biting, and painfully honest, but it is in the moments when she is being gentler to herself that her words are at their most transcendent. Irish Independent

Trouble is an outstanding memoir, a text on addiction that gets to the heart of its implicit trauma and complications. Gaughan has a remarkable voice, self-assured yet vulnerable, frank to a staggering degree - and likeable even in her darkest moments. The Business Post