Now I See You, Nicole C. Kear
Now I See You, Nicole C. Kear
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Now I See You
A Memoir

Author: Nicole C. Kear

Narrator: Nicole C. Kear

Unabridged: 7 hr 51 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 06/24/2014


Synopsis

At nineteen years old, Nicole C. Kear's biggest concern is choosing a major—until she walks into a doctor's office in midtown Manhattan and gets a life-changing diagnosis. She is going blind, courtesy of an eye disease called retinitis pigmentosa, and has only a decade or so before lights-out. Instead of making preparations as the doctor suggests, Kear decides to carpe diem and make the most of the vision she has left. She joins a circus school, tears through boyfriends, travels the world, and through all these high jinks, she keeps her vision loss a secret.When Kear becomes a mother, just a few years shy of her vision's expiration date, she amends her carpe diem strategy, giving up recklessness in order to relish every moment with her kids. Her secret, though, is harder to surrender—and as her vision deteriorates, harder to keep hidden. As her world grows blurred, one thing becomes clear: no matter how hard she fights, she won't win the battle against blindness. But if she comes clean with her secret, and comes to terms with the loss, she can still win her happy ending.Told with humor and irreverence, Now I See You is an uplifting story about refusing to cower at life's curveballs, about the power of love to triumph over fear. But at its core, it's a story about acceptance: facing the truths that just won't go away and facing yourself, broken parts and all.

About Nicole C. Kear

Nicole C. Kear is a parenting writer who contributes essays and articles to Parents, American Baby, Babble, and Salon, among others. A native of New York, she received a BA from Yale, an MA from Columbia, and a red nose from the San Francisco School of Circus Arts. She lives in Brooklyn with her husband, three children, and a morbidly obese goldfish.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Phoenix on May 16, 2022

I have listened to Now I see you by Nicole C. Kear, the memoir narrated by the author herself very deeply. It was as if I was listening to a patient or even a friend. This book gave a lot of insights into people with impaired vision. Very intimal in discussions, so thus very real and new at the same......more

Goodreads review by Mauoijenn on December 19, 2015

I could only imagine what I would do if I was ever given the same diagnosis Kear was given. I would run around looking at all and everything I could. Plus camp out at my local library and buy every book that even peaked my interest in a tiny bit. Losing your eye sight has got to be one of the scarie......more

Goodreads review by Carole on October 01, 2014

This review can also be found at Carole's Random Life I received an advance reader edition of this book from St. Martin's Press and Net Galley for the purpose of providing an honest review. 4 Stars I do not read this type of book very often. I am really more of a fiction reader because my reading goal......more

Goodreads review by Kimberly on June 24, 2014

Hilarious and profoundly heartwarming, Now I See You is about living under the weight of a life-altering secret and finding the courage to brave your own truth. You’ll be drawn in instantly by Nicole C. Kear’s witty worldview and compelling voice, but it’s her indefatigable spirit that truly keeps t......more


Quotes

“[Ker’s] New York accent and intonation are down-to-earth and clearly convey her lively spirit. Winner of the AudioFile Earphones Award.” AudioFile

“The only thing truly dark about Nicole C. Kear’s memoir is her sense of humor. Whether she’s saying goodbye to high heels, dimly-lit bars, and one big secret or hello to a loving family, you will cheer for her every precarious step of the way.” Glamour

“The story of a woman navigating the life-changing effects of a degenerative disease…A tender memoir about love, life, and going blind.” Kirkus Reviews

“Kear is earthy and daringly frank in this never-boring, unusually illuminating account of living with diminishing sight as she, ultimately, takes a refreshingly glass-half-full approach to life…Funny and poignant.” Booklist

“Hilarious and profoundly heartwarming. Now I See You will change the way you see the world.” Kimberly McCreight, New York Times bestselling author

“It’s too easy to praise a memoir about disability for its courage. Nicole Kear is much more than brave—she’s sassy, stylish, defiant, and funny.” Domenica Ruta, New York Times bestselling author

“You wouldn’t think a story about going blind would be much fun to read. Now I See You is moving, beautifully crafted, and unexpectedly hilarious. I didn’t want this book to end.” Alice Bradley, author of Let’s Panic about Babies


Awards

  • Amazon Best Book of the Month
  • AudioFile Earphones Award
  • iTunes Top Seller