Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me, Anna Mehler Paperny
Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me, Anna Mehler Paperny
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Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me
Depression in the First Person

Author: Anna Mehler Paperny

Narrator: Kirsten Potter

Unabridged: 10 hr 57 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Tantor Media

Published: 03/31/2020


Synopsis

An engrossing memoir-meets-investigative report that takes a fresh, frank look at how we treat depression

In her early twenties, investigative journalist Anna Mehler Paperny had already landed her dream job. On the surface, her life was great. Nevertheless, she spiraled out, attempted suicide (the first of more attempts to follow), and landed in the ICU and then in a psych ward before setting out to tackle her recovery.

In Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me, Mehler Paperny turns her journalist's eye on her own experience and others'—in the ward; as an outpatient; facing family, friends, and coworkers; finding the right meds; trying to stay insured and employed. She interviews psychiatrists and other experts to reveal how primitive our methods of healing the brain still are—and provides an invaluable guide to a system struggling, and often failing, to help those in need. At once heartrending and humorous, outraging and serious, this is a must-listen for anyone touched by depression—and that's everyone.

About Anna Mehler Paperny

Anna Mehler Paperny is a Toronto-based reporter for Reuters. She's chased down stories ranging from the opioid crisis to migration, from post-quake Haiti to Guantanamo Bay. She has also been a staff reporter at the Globe and Mail and a reporter-editor for Global News. Her work on Canadian prison deaths won the RTDNA Dan McArthur Award for investigative journalism.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Sarah on August 24, 2019

If you are struggling with depression or another serious psychological disorder, then I do not recommend reading this book. You know yourself best and if you are feeling triggered or ruminating about self-harm while reading this book, then please put it down, read something wholesome, and return t......more

Goodreads review by Rebecca on September 13, 2019

As someone who struggled through something similar, I found this book to be deeply triggering. I managed to get about 80 pages in, but found the tone about her experience oscillated between blase and braggart. When it became obvious that this tone wasn't going to change any time soon, and reading be......more

Goodreads review by Alena on July 20, 2020

Although the author seems to have put a great amount of research and effort into writing about her story, I would not recommend it to anybody actually struggling with depression or mental health. Perhaps my reason for giving Paperny's memoir-style reflection only two stars is because I had preconcei......more

Goodreads review by Lynnaea on January 05, 2020

Memoir/well-researched summary of the current state of depression treatment in Canada/USA. What worked for me: -the research is very thorough and presented in a compelling/easy-to-understand format - Paperny does a great job interviewing and incorporating the stories of others' into her book. I think......more

Goodreads review by Zoe on August 21, 2019

Informative, honest, and perceptive! Hello I Want to Die Please Fix Me is the first-hand, candid story of Anna Mehler Paperny’s personal, ongoing struggle with suicidal ideation and depression, as well as an in-depth look into the mental health care industry and the limitations, resources, misunderst......more