Amelia, If Only, Becky Albertalli
Amelia, If Only, Becky Albertalli
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Amelia, If Only

Author: Becky Albertalli

Narrator: Caitlin Kinnunen

Unabridged: 7 hr 58 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: HarperCollins

Published: 06/10/2025

Synopsis

#1 New York Times bestselling author Becky Albertalli (Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda and Imogen, Obviously) is back with another novel of crushes, friendships, and finding love in unexpected places.A 2026 Rainbow Book List pick!Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.)Okay, maybe her friends are right: She’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could connect with Walter for real.If only he would host a meet and greet.If only it were just a short road trip away.And if only Amelia could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even her newly single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie.One thing’s for sure: All roads lead to butterflies.But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all?

About Becky Albertalli

Becky Albertalli is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of William C. Morris Award winner and National Book Award longlist title Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda (now a major motion picture, Love, Simon); The Upside of Unrequited; Leah on the Offbeat; the Simonverse novella Love, Creekwood; What If It’s Us and Here's to Us (cowritten with Adam Silvera); Yes No Maybe So (cowritten with Aisha Saeed); Kate in Waiting; and Imogen, Obviously, a Stonewall Honor Book. Becky lives with her family near Atlanta. You can visit her online at beckyalbertalli.com. 

Reviews

Goodreads review by Marieke on July 12, 2025

Love, Simon might be Becky Albertalli’s most popular book, but in my opinion, Imogen, Obviously is her best so far. And now, I got to read Amelia, If Only. From the moment I started reading, my hands were shaking a bit, and my heart thudded in my throat. Would this one even be better than Imogen?   Am......more

Goodreads review by mimi (taylor’s version) on July 08, 2025

Becky Albertelli’s gift is being capable of describing most accurately the experience of having a crush and putting into words those fleeting feelings that, barely a month after, you can't even justify to yourself. Even if “queerness” is still the main subject and I love how she focused the entire st......more

Goodreads review by Lance on July 05, 2025

4 stars. Zany, nostalgic, and perfect for a summer read, reading Amelia, if Only brought me right back to the way it felt to be a teenager in the way only a Becky Albertalli novel can.......more

Goodreads review by Fernanda on May 26, 2025

Every time I see a book about fandom and/or parasocial relationships I approach with caution and don’t expect much because the last time I didn’t it was a big disappointment(I’m looking right at you I was born for this). On the other hand, I just couldn’t not read a Becky Albertalli book, she basica......more

Goodreads review by James on June 21, 2025

I enjoy Becky Albertalli's books but sometimes the characters aren't a good match. Perhaps as I grow older, the behaviors of high schoolers or younger adults become too separated from reality. Angsty, drama-ridden, speaking in riddles... I found myself rolling my eyes too often. It doesn't mean it's......more

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