When I Kill You, B.A. Paris
When I Kill You, B.A. Paris
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When I Kill You
A Novel

Author: B.A. Paris

Narrator: Georgia Maguire

Unabridged: 8 hr 10 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 02/17/2026


Synopsis

The multimillion-copy and New York Times bestseller B. A. Paris returns with a triumphant, unsettling next suspense novel, When I Kill You.

"Narrator Georgia Maguire's soft British accent is an absolute listening pleasure...it is the texture and tension provided by Maguire's skillful delivery and beguiling voice that make this a successful audio offering." —Kirkus on The Breakdown

Who is watching Nell Masters?

Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.

Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path . . .

Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?

"Narrator Georgia Maguire shows her ability to present the polar opposite traits of the husband and wife...Her overall narration is calm and elegant but emotional and alarming during the horrific moments Grace experiences." —Kirkus on Behind Closed Doors

A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press

About B.A. Paris

B.A. PARIS is the New York Times bestselling author of Behind Closed Doors, The Breakdown, Bring Me Back, The Dilemma, The Therapist, The Prisoner, and The Guest. Having lived in France for many years, she and her husband now live in the UK, where she writes from a cottage in the Hampshire countryside.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Nilufer on March 09, 2026

You know how some books are so deliciously addictive that you save them for your most sacred late-night reading sessions — the ones that deserve your best snacks and your comfiest couch? My snack lineup has evolved, by the way: farewell, caramel popcorn (too many cavities), and hello to garden Sun C......more

Goodreads review by Sydney Books on March 02, 2026

3.5* I enjoyed this overall, I just wasn't too crazy about the ending. Still a good popcorn thriller though, the main character stressed me OUT and made me paranoid!!......more

Goodreads review by Laura on March 16, 2026

UMMMMM... SO THAT'S IT!? When I Kill You is a psychological thriller about Nell Masters, a woman with a haunted past who changed her name after obsessing over a murder she witnessed. As she builds a new life, her past catches up with her, leading to a game of cat-and-mouse filled with paranoia and h......more

Goodreads review by Debra on November 01, 2025

Here I am waving from outlier alley! I was highly anticipating reading When I Kill You but unfortunately it failed to wow me. I was; however, intrigued by the fact that Nell Masters felt as if she was being watched. She didn't just feel as if she was being watched, she knows it. As strange deliverie......more

Goodreads review by Linzie (suspenseisthrillingme) on March 01, 2026

Well, I’ve got to say that after finishing When I Kill You in one single evening, I’m happy to announce that the unstoppable B.A. Paris has once again demonstrated why she’s the queen of suspense. Easily rivaling Behind Closed Doors in terms of the perfectly masterminded nightmarish terrors and psyc......more


Quotes

One of Woman’s World’s “Books Everyone Will Be Talking About in 2026”

“This satisfyingly creepy novel is a solid addition to Paris’s collection of nail-biters, including Behind Closed Doors and The Guest.”—Library Journal

“Nell’s flawed relatability will pull readers into her fight for resolution and survival as Paris seamlessly weaves dual timelines of Nell’s past obsession and current threats with her stalker’s chilling commentary.”—Booklist