The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be..., Shannon Gibney
The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be..., Shannon Gibney
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The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be
A Speculative Memoir of Transracial Adoption

Author: Shannon Gibney

Narrator: Shannon Gibney

Unabridged: 5 hr 10 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 01/10/2023

Includes: Bonus Material Bonus Material Included


Synopsis

Part memoir, part speculative fiction, The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be explores the often surreal experience of growing up as a mixed-Black transracial adoptee.

Dream Country author Shannon Gibney returns with The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be, a book woven from her true story of growing up as a mixed-Black transracial adoptee and fictional story of Erin Powers, the name Shannon was given at birth, a child raised by a white, closeted lesbian. 

At its core, the novel is a tale of two girls on two different timelines occasionally bridged by a mysterious portal and their shared search for a complete picture of their origins. Gibney surrounds that story with reproductions of her own adoption documents, letters, family photographs, interviews, medical records, and brief essays on the surreal absurdities of the adoptee experience.

The end result is a remarkable portrait of an American experience rarely depicted in any form.

* This audiobook includes a downloadable PDF of images, documents and resources from the book.

About The Author

Shannon Gibney is an author and university professor. Her novel See No Color, drawn from her life as a transracial adoptee, was hailed by Kirkus as "an exceptionally accomplished debut" and by Publishers Weekly as "an unflinching look at the complexities of racial identity." Her sophomore novel, Dream Country, received five starred reviews and earned her a second Minnesota Book Award. The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be earned a Michael L. Printz Honor. She lives with her two Liberian-American children in Minneapolis, Minnesota.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Brian

I have never read a book quite like The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be by Shannon Gibney (released Jan 10th). This "speculative memoir of transracial adoption" covers so much ground, content-wise and literature-wise, from memoir to fantasy to found documents to critical commentary and research. I......more

Goodreads review by Luz

This isn’t a book you just blow through (like what you might do with a light romcom). It’s a lot to process and think about. I had to reread parts to remind myself of timelines and people.......more

Goodreads review by Jeanne

The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be is two or more intertwined stories: Shannon Gibney's story of growing up as a biracial adoptee, adopted by a white family, and her speculations about who she might have been if she had grown up as Erin Powers, raised by her white, neurotic, lesbian birthmother.......more

Goodreads review by Staci

I struggled with this one…the changes in perspective/focus weren’t clear for me with the audiobook & I did not appreciate the speculative aspects of it. I wanted more of a straightforward, raw portrayal. It never truly gripped me emotionally.......more

Goodreads review by Darya

English below. Батьки авторки/героїні цієї книжки - мама ірландського походження і чорношкірий тато. Але вона про них дізналась уже в дорослому віці, оскільки після народження її вдочерила інша біла родина. Шеннон Гібні уже писала про свій досвід як transracial adoptee в іншій книжці, художній на авт......more


Quotes

A Booklist 2023 Editor's Choice
A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of the Year


★ "An ambitiously authentic adoption story where fiction does the work of truth, and archives, correspondence, and health records provide the roots of fantasy."—Kirkus Reviews, starred review

★ "A fantastical, transcendent memory collage that shirks convention in search of what is real and true about familial bonds."—PW, starred review

★ "Readers will praise the raw honesty and insight in this lovingly crafted memoir."—Booklist, starred review

"An authentic journey for adoptees who are not allowed to feel sad but thrust into a stance of gratitude for a life they were given and for all readers who, after a loss, are reconstructing their identities."—SLJ

"This deeply felt and unusually creative book is recommended for readers aged fourteen to adult, and will be an especially important resource for people of all ages with a connection to transracial adoption. The final section of the book, a group text thread including the author and other writers with this background, resonates with the solace of shared experience."—Minneapolis Star Tribune

"Gibney captures such interior and intimate adoptee feelings. It's so rare to see it evoked on the page. Breathtakingly beautiful."—Kimberly McKee, PhD, author of Disrupting Kinship: Transnational Politics of Korean Adoption in the United States