Shame on Me, Tessa McWatt
Shame on Me, Tessa McWatt
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Shame on Me
An Anatomy of Race and Belonging

Author: Tessa McWatt

Narrator: Tessa McWatt

Unabridged: 5 hr 49 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 03/24/2020


Synopsis

FINALIST FOR THE GOVERNOR GENERAL'S AWARD FOR NON-FICTION
 
Interrogating our ideas of race through the lens of her own multi-racial identity, critically acclaimed novelist Tessa McWatt turns her eye on herself, her body and this world in a powerful new work of non-fiction.

Tessa McWatt has been called Susie Wong, Pocahontas and "black bitch," and has been judged not black enough by people who assume she straightens her hair. Now, through a close examination of her own body--nose, lips, hair, skin, eyes, ass, bones and blood--which holds up a mirror to the way culture reads all bodies, she asks why we persist in thinking in terms of race today when racism is killing us.
     Her grandmother's family fled southern China for British Guiana after her great uncle was shot in his own dentist's chair during the First Sino-Japanese War. McWatt is made of this woman and more: those who arrived in British Guiana from India as indentured labour and those who were brought from Africa as cargo to work on the sugar plantations; colonists and those whom colonialism displaced. How do you tick a box on a census form or job application when your ancestry is Scottish, English, French, Portuguese, Indian, Amerindian, African and Chinese? How do you finally answer a question first posed to you in grade school: "What are you?" And where do you find a sense of belonging in a supposedly "post-racial" world where shadism, fear of blackness, identity politics and call-out culture vie with each other noisily, relentlessly and still lethally?
     Shame on Me is a personal and powerful exploration of history and identity, colour and desire from a writer who, having been plagued with confusion about her race all her life, has at last found kinship and solidarity in story.

About The Author

TESSA McWATT, who won a 2018 Eccles British Library Award to research this book, is a professor of creative writing at University of East Anglia. The author of six critically acclaimed works of fiction, she has been nominated for the Governor General's Award, the Toronto Book Awards and the OCM Bocas Prize. Her parents emigrated to Canada from Guyana when she was three; she lives in London.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Kier Scrivener on July 29, 2021

"An orphan is one without continuity." This is a book everyone should read. Especially every Canadian. It is the memoir of Guyanese Canadian Tessa McWatt. If you are like me and not that familiar with Guyana other than it is a South American country that speaks English. Here's the rundown it is one......more

Goodreads review by Nami on August 03, 2019

Structured like a science experiment, moving from hypothesis through to body (labelled under literal body parts) and findings, Tessa McWatt creates a piece of incredibly valuable literature on race that leaves no dark corners. It’s evident through her writing that she’s not afraid of depth. Not in h......more

Goodreads review by Nguyễn on April 21, 2020

"I hold on to the image of my Indian ancestor squatting not because I don't trust the science of DNA, but because it doesn't account for all the songs or symphonies we are, or for literature, or for out of body experiences, for my father in the birds, my mother's awe of the trees, for the perfection......more

Goodreads review by Caroline on October 20, 2020

A teacher singles out eight year old Tessa McWatt with the question "what are you?" The class has just been asked if they know what 'Negro' means and a young boy turned to point at Tessa. Tessa feels ashamed and embarrassed but doesn't understand why. How can something as complex as family history......more

Goodreads review by Laura on January 29, 2023

Shame on Me: An Anatomy of Race and Belonging is a memoir that explores the intersection of the identity we claim for ourselves and the identity that others project onto us. The book opens with “What are you?” - a question that McWatt’s teacher asked her when she was 8 and closes with McWatt asking......more


Quotes

SHORTLISTED FOR THE 2020 OCM BOCAS PRIZE FOR CARIBBEAN LITERATURE
LONGLISTED FOR THE 2020 TORONTO BOOK AWARD
FINALIST FOR THE 2020 HILARY WESTON WRITERS' TRUST PRIZE FOR NONFICTION


“This remarkable meditation on beautiful, human bodies formed by the violence of slavery and by colonial shame resists categorisation, even as it shows up the ways in which categories of race and identity are no more than empty methods of social control. Reading this book I felt a profound sense of relief: that someone as wise as Tessa McWatt had the compassion and courage to write it. A deeply moving, urgent and important book.” —Preti Taneja, author of We That Are Young
 
“Heart-stopping and wise, exquisitely written, compellingly told, Shame On Me rises to a crescendo of such beauty and grace in its final chapter—a call to activism and resistance—that it left me breathless with the intensity of my own listening.” —Rebecca Stott, author of In the Days of Rain
 
“There have been many books about race and identity in recent years, but none quite like this one—part memoir, part essay, and partly a challenge to think beyond the current parameters of ‘identity.’ Told from the perspective of a writer whose own inheritance confounds established identities at every turn, it is a perceptive, poignant and deeply profound meditation on how the race-thinking of the plantation continues to structure our sense of ourselves.” —Anshuman Mondal, professor of Modern Literature at University of East Anglia
 
“Poignant, provocative, beautifully written, Tessa McWatt’s memoir, Shame on Me, is an important, original and deeply thoughtful book. McWatt asks the toughest, most searching of questions about race and belonging and offers answers that surprise and challenge us. I loved it.” —Jill Dawson, author of The Language of Birds
 
“A brave indictment, both passionate and reflective, of the category of race and the prison that identity can become.” —Lisa Appignanesi, author of Mad, Bad, Sad, Women and the Mind Doctors
 
Shame on Me is one of the most moving and intellectually profound books of its kind. As an ‘anatomy,’ it operates with surgical precision upon the necrotic legacies of race, affirming kinship and solidarity against the ongoing violence of silence and denigration. Courageously intimate and beautifully written, it is everything I admire in Tessa McWatt.” —David Chariandy, award-winning author of Brother


Awards

  • Hilary Weston Writers' Trust Non-Fiction Prize
  • OCM Bocas Prize for Caribbean Literature
  • Rathbones Folio Prize
  • Toronto Book Award