How to Tell When We Will Die, Johanna Hedva
How to Tell When We Will Die, Johanna Hedva
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How to Tell When We Will Die
On Pain, Disability, and Doom

Author: Johanna Hedva

Narrator: Johanna Hedva

Unabridged: 15 hr 3 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 09/24/2024


Synopsis

The long-awaited essay collection from one of the most influential voices in disability activism that detonates a bomb in our collective understanding of care and illness, showing us that sickness is a fact of life.

In the wake of the 2014 Ferguson riots, and sick with a chronic condition that rendered them housebound, Johanna Hedva turned to the page to ask: How do you throw a brick through the window of a bank if you can't get out of bed? It was not long before this essay, "Sick Woman Theory", became a seminal work on disability, because in reframing illness as not just a biological experience but a social one, Hedva argues that under capitalism―a system that limits our worth to the productivity of our bodies―we must reach for the revolutionary act of caring for ourselves and others.

How to Tell When We Will Die expands upon Hedva's paradigm-shifting perspective in a series of slyly subversive and razor-sharp essays that range from the theoretical to the personal―from Deborah Levy and Susan Sontag to wrestling, kink, mysticism, death, and the color yellow. Drawing from their experiences with America's byzantine healthcare system, and considering archetypes they call The Psychotic Woman, The Freak, and The Hag in Charge, Hedva offers a bracing indictment of the politics that exploit sickness―relying on and fueling ableism―to the detriment of us all.

With the insight of Anne Boyer's The Undying and Leslie Jamison's The Empathy Exams, and the wit of Samantha Irby, Hedva's debut collection upends our collective understanding of disability. In their radical reimagining of a world where care and pain are symbiotic, and our bodies are allowed to live free and well, Hedva implores us to remember that illness is neither an inconvenience or inevitability, but an enlivening and elemental part of being alive.

About The Author

Johanna Hedva (they/them) is a Korean American writer, artist, and musician who was raised in Los Angeles by a family of witches and now lives in LA and Berlin. They are the author of the novels Your Love Is Not Good and On Hell, and the collection of poetry, performances, and essays, Minerva the Miscarriage of the Brain. Their artwork has been shown internationally, and their albums are Black Moon Lilith in Pisces in the 4th House and The Sun and The Moon.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Nathan on December 19, 2024

Sontag for the tumblr era......more

Goodreads review by mossreads on November 11, 2024

The first few essays were really good. The chapters about the dom-sub kink and cocks, not that I am not down to freak, just put me off since I was not looking for that here. As someone who has struggled with chronic ailments and mostly inherited at that, I was looking to have the lonely hospital vis......more

Goodreads review by Shu Wei on March 03, 2025

March 2025 This took me so long to complete because I loved almost everything Johanna Hedva wrote. My copy of How to Tell When We Will Die is hands down the most annotated book in my entire collection as I keep learning, having my perspective and worldview slightly but significantly shifted with ever......more

Goodreads review by Maddie on October 15, 2024

Frick. This was good. Review to come!!......more

Goodreads review by Helen | readwithneleh on October 20, 2024

HOW TO TELL WHEN WE WILL DIE is one of the best books I’ve read this year. After attending the Hillman Grad Books launch event back in March and hearing the author, Johanna Hedva, speak, I had immediately put their forthcoming book on my mental TBR. I knew it would be an absolute banger just by how......more