Girl Reflected in Knife, Anica Mrose Rissi
Girl Reflected in Knife, Anica Mrose Rissi
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Girl Reflected in Knife

Author: Anica Mrose Rissi

Narrator: Gail Shalan

Unabridged: 6 hr 24 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 04/07/2026


Synopsis

"A haunting, bold portrait of a young woman whose world has reached fever pitch, whose grief has taken on a life of its own. Unputdownable and exquisitely written, Girl Reflected in Knife is chilling yet beautiful, fantastical yet all too real, as we follow one girl through the looking glass. I will be thinking about this book for a very long time to come.” —Amber Smith, New York Times bestselling author of The Way I Used to Be and The Way I Am Now

Destiny cannot count on anyone but herself. Her mother has struggled with addiction for all of Destiny’s seventeen years, moving them from town to town, bad boyfriend to bad boyfriend—including a particularly dark period in Texas, where Destiny ended up in a psychiatric hospital. But now they’re in a small town in a new state and her mother’s new boyfriend is sober and stable. And even more remarkable, Destiny has caught the eye of local golden boy Ryan.

But Destiny’s fairy tale bubble bursts when Ryan says their summer romance has to give way to football season. Destiny spirals hard, retreating into the same delusional and dissociative patterns that landed her in psychiatric care as a child, but this time the breakdown culminates in a pregnancy that can’t possibly be real.

Destiny’s skill as an artist is alternately a lifeline and a millstone as she struggles to resurface and reconnect with reality.

"Be careful of the story you tell yourself. It might become the one you believe."

About The Author

Anica Mrose Rissi is the award-winning author of more than a dozen books for kids and teens, including picture books, chapter books, middle grade, and YA. Her essays have been published by The Writer and The New York Times, and she plays fiddle in and writes lyrics for the band Owen Lake and the Tragic Loves. Anica grew up in Maine and spent many years in New York City, where she worked as an executive editor in children’s book publishing. She currently lives in central New Jersey with her very good dog, Sweet Potato.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Anica on April 06, 2026

I spent more than a decade figuring out how to make Girl Reflected in Knife the book I wanted it to be (short, sharp, addictive, unsettling). After all those years of keeping it in my head, heart, notebooks, and laptop, it’s finally time to send it out into the world to seek its fortune. The path ha......more

Goodreads review by PinkAmy loves books, cats and naps on April 11, 2026

4.5 STARS Destiny’s chronically addicted mother leads to a childhood of instability. She doesn’t trust her mom’s newfound sobriety or the boyfriend in whose house they’re living. Somehow, against all odds she’s dating a gorgeous, popular guy. A pregnancy scare triggers old mental illness issues caus......more

Goodreads review by JXR on March 12, 2026

Haunting and interesting YA book about a girl named Destiny. She's had a rough life, but things seem like they might finally be looking up for her. But then she gets her heart broken and one lie snowballs further and further until she's tangled up again. The plotting is fantastic and the writing sty......more

Goodreads review by Taylor on February 04, 2026

Wow there was a lot to unpack in this short book! Stories layered upon stories gave this a haunting vibe where it was hard to tell what was fact and what was fiction. I didn't love Destiny perpetuating such a big lie, but in the context of the world she created for herself to escape her harsh upbrin......more

Goodreads review by Tracie on December 15, 2025

Starting over with her sober mother in a new town, former foster care kid 16-year-old Destiny Black falls in mutual love with football star Ryan. But when the relationship ends, Destiny's reality fractures. Could she be pregnant? Could her unborn child fulfill a prophecy in a secret world that may o......more


Quotes

"Anica Mrose Rissi has written one hell of a book about the way trauma shapes people and what it takes to rebuild yourself and your life on your own terms. Destiny's story of abuse, addiction, neglect and her sheer will to survive by creating a world where she can thrive is at once elegant and bruising, bone-sharp and filmy as gossamer. I loved every exquisite sentence.”—Kathleen Glasgow, New York Times bestselling author of Girl in Pieces

“Anica Mrose Rissi has crafted a haunting, bold portrait of a young woman whose world has reached fever pitch, whose grief has taken on a life of its own. Unputdownable and exquisitely written, Girl Reflected in Knife is chilling yet beautiful, fantastical yet all too real, as we follow one girl through the looking glass. I will be thinking about this book for a very long time to come.”—Amber Smith, New York Times bestselling author of The Way I Used to Be and The Way I Am Now

★ "The complexity of the subject matter is matched by the delicacy of the language, and the raw authenticity of the characters’ feelings makes for a breathless, mesmerizing tale that’s presented with care and awareness of its sensitive topics.... An emotionally immediate yet ethereal and darkly fantastical tale woven through with threads that ring all too true."—Kirkus, starred review

★ "Deftly examines mental health through the lens of internalized trauma and skewed self-perception.... Tragic and mesmerizing."—Shelf Awareness, starred review

“Anica Mrose Rissi has written a mind-warping gut punch of a book. I raced through this one with equal parts dread and curiosity, desperate to see how Destiny’s story would explode and unravel.”—Emily X.R. Pan, New York Times bestselling author of The Astonishing Color of After and An Arrow to the Moon

Girl Reflected in Knife is simply jaw-dropping. It is brave and unblinking, imaginative and revelatory. Here is a true fractured fairy tale in every sense, showing the immense power in the stories you tell to yourself and the stories you need to believe in order to survive."—Nova Ren Suma, New York Times bestselling author of The Walls Around Us and Wake the Wild Creatures

“Girl Reflected in Knife
is beautiful and haunting, the kind of book that nests inside you, the kind of book you make space for and talk about and shove into the hands of everyone you know.” —Shaun David Hutchinson, award winning author of We Are the Ants

"Stitched together with fragments of a dark fairytale, the book boldly portrays how damaging addiction and mental health issues can be not onlyto those with them but also to their loved ones."—Booklist

"Alternating clipped chapters and dreamy poetry culminate in a deceptively compact novel about learning to live, not just survive."—PW

"Fans of dark fairy tales, unreliable narrators, and psychology will be drawn in to Destiny’s twisted web of lies and half-truths."—SLJ

"Rissi’s warped take on the happily-ever-after trope is intensely compulsive.... Intense character development and an exposed study of mental health make this a truly immersive read."—BCCB