Cleo Dang Would Rather Be Dead, Mai Nguyen
Cleo Dang Would Rather Be Dead, Mai Nguyen
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Cleo Dang Would Rather Be Dead

Author: Mai Nguyen

Narrator: Elyse Dinh

Unabridged: 9 hr 55 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 04/14/2026

Categories: Fiction, Humorous, Women


Synopsis

A darkly humorous yet uplifting novel about a grieving mother who starts working at a funeral home and discovers that the best way to honor the dead is to live—from the author of the “insightful, moving” (Taylor Jenkins Reid, New York Times bestselling author) Sunshine Nails.

All Cleo Dang has ever wanted is to be a mother. The day she discovers she’s pregnant is the happiest of her life, especially when she learns that her best friend, Paloma, is also expecting. It’s a wonderful surprise, and together, they enjoy their pregnancies. But when they both go to the hospital in labor, something goes very, very wrong. Paloma comes home with a baby. Cleo does not.

Ravaged by grief, Cleo must now navigate life after losing her baby. She alienates herself from the world, particularly her best friend, who is living the life she so desperately wanted. Forced to take leave from her demanding job as an actuary, Cleo manages to find work at a funeral home, where she meets a revolving cast of bereaved locals and discovers the power of confronting grief.

Darkly humorous yet uplifting, Cleo Dang Would Rather Be Dead follows a grieving mother who starts working at a funeral home and discovers that the best way to honor the dead is to live.

About Mai Nguyen

Mai Nguyen is a Vietnamese Canadian author whose debut novel, Sunshine Nails, was longlisted for Canada Reads and named one of the best books of 2023 by NPR and CBC. Her journalism has appeared in Wired, The Washington Post, and The Toronto Star. Raised in Halifax, she now lives in Toronto with her husband, daughter, and French bulldog.


Reviews

Goodreads review by emma on April 14, 2026

representation matters (thanks to the publisher and libro.fm for the e-arc) (review to come)......more

Goodreads review by Hades on January 19, 2026

Thank you Netgalley and Atria Books for an ARC of Cleo Dang Would Rather Be Dead by Mai Nguyen For my book girlies please check the trigger warnings with this one! As this book delves into the gut wrenching topic of infant loss & other issues surrounding it.. I say this as your lord & savior of the u......more

Goodreads review by Cara on March 20, 2026

REVIEW TO COME!!!!!! 🌸🌿The best way to honor the dead is to live🌸🌿!!!!!!!!......more

Goodreads review by Mai on April 16, 2026

This is the best book I've read this year. I don't say things like this lightly. And I didn't pick this up lightly. This book is semi-autobiographical for Mai (the author, not me), who lost her daughter Gemma in a birth accident. I'm not going to tell you to read this book. This book is hard to read.......more

Goodreads review by Cassidy on October 15, 2025

This story will never leave me. I’m not sure that I’m even capable of articulating the impact it has had on me. This story follows the main character Cleo Dang following the loss of her baby and her journey through grief and healing. While I don’t share the same loss, it doesn’t matter because the p......more