Bibliophobia, Sarah Chihaya
Bibliophobia, Sarah Chihaya
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Bibliophobia
A Memoir

Author: Sarah Chihaya

Narrator: Traci Kato-Kiriyama

Unabridged: 6 hr 52 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 02/04/2025


Synopsis

“A wise, tremendously moving exploration of what it means to seek companionship and understanding, in books and in life.”—Hua Hsu, author of Stay True

“Stirring and sparkling.”—The Washington Post

A PUBLISHERS WEEKLY AND ELECTRIC LIT BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR • ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE MONTH: Time, Los Angeles Times, Cosmopolitan

Books can seduce you. They can, Sarah Chihaya believes, annihilate, reveal, and provoke you. And anyone incurably obsessed with books understands this kind of unsettling literary encounter. Sarah calls books that have this effect “Life Ruiners”.

Her Life Ruiner, Toni Morrison’s The Bluest Eye, became a talisman for her in high school when its electrifying treatment of race exposed Sarah’s deepest feelings about being Japanese American in a predominantly white suburb of Cleveland. But Sarah had always lived through her books, seeking escape, self-definition, and rules for living. She built her life around reading, wrote criticism, and taught literature at an Ivy League University. Then she was hospitalized for a nervous breakdown, and the world became an unreadable blank page. In the aftermath, she was faced with a question. Could we ever truly rewrite the stories that govern our lives?

Bibliophobia is an alternately searing and darkly humorous story of breakdown and survival told through books. Delving into texts such as Anne of Green Gables, Possession, A Tale for the Time Being, The Last Samurai, Chihaya interrogates her cultural identity, her relationship with depression, and the intoxicating, sometimes painful, ways books push back on those who love them.

Reviews

Goodreads review by Sunny on March 05, 2025

Reading about reading, being a reader who reads, and the attachments novels give us...! Chihaya explores how intimately these things are tied up with her own mental health struggles and neuroses. She deftly weaves her suicide attempts and her career as an English academic into different books she's......more

Goodreads review by Meike on March 17, 2025

There are a ton of texts celebrating the beauty of literature, but according to Japanese-Canadian-American professor and literary critic Sarah Chihaya, books are dangerous: They almost ruined her. Like many book lovers, Chihaya has always relied on the emotional power of stories, a dependency intens......more

Goodreads review by Yahaira on January 22, 2025

A soul book ------------ From my dec 19th review ARC received from publisher The brain fizz book. When I’m loving a book, my brain just starts to go off. Maybe it’s sparks, or synapses firing wildly, but “fizz” feels right. Once my brain starts to fizz, spark, meltdown, I know that I’m reading a new al......more

Goodreads review by Celine on January 27, 2025

a memoir which cuts to the bone. brilliant.......more

Goodreads review by nathan on December 06, 2024

Major thanks to NetGalley and Random House for sending me an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest thoughts: "𝘉𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴, 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤, 𝘶𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬: 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘈𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵......more


Quotes

“A seriously sharp and nuanced look at the impact books can have on us as readers, and our identities . . . If you read one non-fiction book this month, make it this.”—Cosmopolitan

“One of my favorite reading memoirs of recent years.”—Financial Times

“[Bibliophobia] is a reminder that instead of searching for a story that explains everything, we might do well to embrace the uncertainty of the unwritten pages still before us.”—The Atlantic

“[Bibliophobia] crackles with the electrical charge of a broken taboo. . . A reading experience as haunting as the ones it describes.”—The New Republic

“[A] stirring and sparkling new memoir.”—The Washington Post

“[Chihaya’s] prose crackles with curious expressions during this reflection before snapping back into the analytic mindset of the scholar. . . . Little gems of daily moments imbued with catharsis.”—The Los Angeles Review of Books

“Chihaya’s masterful storytelling weaves books and literary criticism. . . . [Bibliophobia is] alternately beautiful and painful.”—The Rumpus

“Rich, complex, and rewarding, as the very best reading should be.”—Bookreporter

“A wise, tremendously moving exploration of what it means to seek companionship and understanding, in books and in life.”—Hua Hsu, author of Stay True

“Sarah Chihaya has written a book that’s so wise, so funny, so understanding of all the layering foibles and tragedies that can form a person, that by the end, I held the book with a feeling of awe.”—Torrey Peters, author of Detransition, Baby

Bibliophobia feels like the first book I have ever read that accords the correct (massive) weight to the role of books in my own life, reminding me how high the stakes were when I first fell in love with reading, and restoring to me the sense that books are still a matter of life and death.”—Elif Batuman, author of The Idiot, Either/Or, and Possessed

“Reading Bibliophobia is like having a deep and intimate conversation with a kindred lover of literature: The world may not become better, but in this conversation we each become less isolated and lonely.”—Yiyun Li, author of The Book of Goose

“A beautiful, rapturous, and darkly funny meditation on the mutual ruin, love, haunting, heartbreak, betrayal, fear, and dependence that we share with the books that wreck and redeem our lives.”—Namwali Serpell, author of The Furrows

“An instant classic. This heady, confiding memoir offers a refreshingly nuanced take on what books do to us.”—Ada Calhoun, New York Times bestselling author of Why We Can’t Sleep

“Sarah Chihaya is funny, subtle, and—particularly when writing about her own life—as sharp as cut glass.”—Andrea Long Chu, Pulitzer Prize–winning New York magazine critic

“Passionate reading entwines with madness in essayist and NYU English instructor Chihaya’s plaintive debut. Evocative and astute . . .”Publishers Weekly, starred review

“Brave and perceptive . . . Chihaya has the gift of being both dryly funny and searingly honest about her innermost thoughts.”—BookPage, starred review

[Bibliophobia] may encourage rereading or reading anew, and taking a closer look into how literature can sustain or derail us.”Booklist, starred review